IF FIONNUALA BRITTON could have kept her win at Decemberโs European Cross Country Championships a secret, save for telling her family and a few close friends, you get the sense that she might have tried.
Which is unusual, because it was a race she desperately wanted to win after missing out on the medals by a hairโs breadth 12 months earlier.
In the media blizzard which followed her success in Slovenia, Britton frequently told the story of how she was spurred on during her last lap by a shout from her sister Una, who reminded her that she wanted it more than her opponents.
She did. But the 27-year-old from Kilcoole, County Wicklow has never been in this for the glory.
Five months out from the London Olympics, thereโs no shortage of athletes with childhood tales of how they fashioned a makeshift podium out of an upturned biscuit tin and a medal out of tinfoil. The words โOlympic dreamโ are by no means disingenuous, but they are well-worn.
Britton never had that dream as a child. She runs because she loves to run; because she wants to keep proving herself to herself, not to anybody else.
And, one suspects, because sheโs damn good.
Britton laughs when asked if she ever saw herself as an Olympian when she was younger.
โI never really thought about it. I started running because it was a local club, and I joined the club and I loved running and I kept doing it. But even at that age I didnโt realise about All-Irelands, never mind Olympics.
โObviously when you get to that point where you can qualify for the Olympics, thatโs what I really wanted to do.
โIt wasnโt something that I thought of when I was six or seven; that I watched it on telly and decided โOoh, thatโs what I want to do.โโ
Britton is greeted by John OโToole, vice-chairman of Kilcoole AC, on her return home from the European Cross Country Championships. (ยฉINPHO/Morgan Treacy)
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Now, itโs something that she has already done. Coming off the back of a strong performance in the 2007 World Championships, Britton ran in the 3,000m steeplechase at the Beijing Games, where she failed to qualify from her heats.
The fact that she already has Olympic experience and an extensive cross-country CV โ the fact that she even existed before last December โ is sometimes forgotten. Britton admits that the way in which her career has changed since winning European gold is all a bit of puzzle.
โI just think itโs really weird. Youโre doing what you always did and then suddenly you win a race and then people are interested in it. Itโs not really any different in what youโre doing.
Part of the problem, she adds, comes with competing in a sport that falls outside Irelandโs holy trinity of GAA, soccer and rugby. If youโre a female athlete, itโs that little bit harder again.
I think the biggest thing is that all the sports arenโt looked at in the same light. The soccer team, I know itโs great that they qualified for Europeans and I know that itโs a really big deal โ but itโs Europeans.
In minority sports, unless you do something really big, youโre not looked at. And then if you do something, youโre expected to do something [again]. The expectations and the coverage arenโt the same.
Itโs the same with womenโs sport. Itโs not big until you do something really big, and then youโre expected to keep doing it like poor Katie Taylor.
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That cycle, in which athletes drift out of public consciousness for large swathes of the sporting year, brings pressures of its own. Once youโre in the spotlight, you have to fight to stay there. But thatโs nothing compared to the high bar Britton sets for herself.
โI think the biggest pressure really is what you put on yourself, because youโre the person that knows what you can do and what you want to do.
โPeople say you just go and do your best, and it is about doing your best, but you know sometimes that maybe your best isnโt what you thought it was going to be. Thatโs where the pressure comes from โ within, more than from the outside.โ
Although Britton has already qualified for the 3,000m steeplechase, sheโs still trying to hit the Olympic โAโ standard times for the 5,000m and 10,000m as well. This month, sheโs in Albuquerque, New Mexico for altitude training.
Working alongside coach Chris Jones, sheโs confident that her prep plans are spot on and waves off any suggestion that she might be trying to do too much.
โItโs an endurance event. What will benefit me for the 10k, if I do the 5k, itโll be the same. Itโs not like going into a different sport and then trying to do them all at same time.
โIn the 5k, Iโm close to it [the "A" standard], so hopefully Iโll be able to do that, but the 10k Iโve never done before, so itโs kind of a case of do it and see what happens.โ
Olympics and attack in the same sentence โฆ not very wise!